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Selfmaiden
I am an artist, animal keeper, and biologist from Germany.
Lately, my focus has been on programming my own LGBTQ-video-games.
You can find them here:
https://selfmaiden.itch.io/

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Posted by Selfmaiden - 10 days ago


Hey everyone! šŸŒŸ Iā€™m diving into the second chapter of Teleny right now, using the momentum from NaNoWriMo (the annual challenge to write 50,000 words in a month!) to push myself forward. Honestly, Iā€™m not sure if Iā€™ll hit the full word countā€”itā€™s a little tricky since I tend to delete and rework scenes a lot at this stage, so Iā€™m probably writing way more than what actually makes it into the final script.

I thought it might be a great idea to share a little sneak peek on my first scene and here it is:


Teleny, romance simulator

ā€“ Chapter 2

The sphericity of secrets

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Talk to the priest

Camille: And so, a life-altering evening drew to a close. To most, it would have seemed an ordinary night, and even I only dimly sensed its significance then, unaware of the subtle yet lasting impact it would have on my life.


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Camille: His music still echoed within me, as though my heart were a vast, empty cavern, reverberating these sounds infinetly ā€”an unending refrain of my own solitude and his.


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Camille: The echoes of his music stirred within me, a melody of love and despair. One moment, I imagined endless days in his presence, awash in bliss; the next, I felt he was already lost to me and I felt punished for the mere indulgence of such brazen hopes.


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Camille: His music lingered within me still, like the shadowed sighs of a lover, murmuring sweet secrets in my ear, tempting me with promises of bliss and joy, much like the serpents whisper dared Eve to taste the forbidden fruit.


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Posted by Selfmaiden - 1 month ago


Well, itā€™s about time for a new blog entry!


Iā€™ve been quiet here for a month since I wasnā€™t able to work on my game project, Teleny, thanks to yet another bout of lung trouble. Unfortunately, this seems to have become a recurring issue, and I'm now seeing doctors in the hope of eventually breathing more freely. But the good news is that Iā€™m feeling okay again, which means Iā€™ve finally been able to get back to writing Chapter 2 of Teleny.


Of course, the moment I start writing again, that familiar wall of writerā€™s block makes itself known. In Chapter 1, I introduced a whole cast of characters, and now I want to do each of them justiceā€”giving them some kind of arc, even if itā€™s just a small one for some. Itā€™s a bit overwhelming, but Iā€™m determined to bring these characters to life in a way that feels true to their stories.


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While I was out of order, I did manage to work on a few fanart pieces for followers and took on some commissions whenever I felt up to it (often while propped up in bed!). These are scheduled to post every Monday until September. I know there are so many wonderful people here who deserve a drawing, and Iā€™m genuinely sorry I couldnā€™t create something for everyone. Please donā€™t feel sad if I havenā€™t had the chance to include you just yet! This probably wonā€™t be my last creative burst to take a break from Victorian England and the color palette Iā€™ve set for Teleny.


Thanks for sticking with me, and I hope youā€™ll enjoy whatā€™s coming next in the journey of Teleny.


Teleny (Romance Simulator) by Selfmaiden - Jule he/him


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Posted by Selfmaiden - September 2nd, 2024


Hello, Newgrounds community!

I think it's about time I introduced you to the main characters from my self-programmed romance simulator: Camille des Grieux and Rene Teleny. Over the course of this year, these two have become very dear to me, and Iā€™m excited to finally share them with all of you.


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Camille des Grieux

Birthday: February 26

Height: 179 cm


Camille des Grieux is a 19-year-old nobleman who comes across as shy, intelligent, and introverted. He often loses himself in deep thoughts, especially when listening to beautiful music. Living with his mother, Camille tries his best to become the man he feels he needs to be after his father left the family to follow his heart.

When Camille meets the pianist Rene Teleny for the first time, he falls in love at first sight. However, he struggles to admit his feelings due to fear of tarnishing his family's reputation and the weight of religious shame.


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Rene Teleny

Birthday: March 5

Height: 165 cm


Rene Teleny is a Hungarian pianist who came to England in search of better opportunities. At the start of the story, heā€™s 20 years old. Despite coming from a poor family, Rene has managed to gain fame and build a small fortune, though he doesnā€™t always spend it wisely. Even with his indulgent lifestyle, he still finds ways to send money back to his family from time to time.

Rene is often seen as a free-spirited optimist who seems carefree, but only a few people know him well enough to see beyond this image. Beneath the surface, he struggles with depression and the pain of being separated from his roots.


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Both Camille and Rene have their own complex struggles, but together, their story unfolds into something truly unique. Iā€™m really excited to share more about them and the journey theyā€™ll take in Teleny.

If you're intrigued by their story, keep an eye out for future updates and feel free to share your thoughts! Your input means a lot to me, and Iā€™d love to hear what you think as I continue developing this project.


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Posted by Selfmaiden - August 28th, 2024


Hey, Newgrounds community!


Iā€™m thrilled to share that Iā€™ve just uploaded the first chapter of my visual novel, Teleny and this is my very first blog entry here! šŸŽ‰


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After drawing, making music and programming so much, I took a little "open-end-hiatus" last to explore different art styles and ideas. Well, that break turned out to be a bit more extended than planned. šŸ˜…


Despite the detour, I couldnā€™t resist jumping back into ā€œTelenyā€ and diving into Chapter 2 while still polishing Chapter 1. The encouragement and support so far has been absolutely amazing, but since I am new here: What about telling you what I am doing?


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ā€œTelenyā€ is a victorian romance inspired by a source material thatā€™s often attributed to Oscar Wilde. The original work, ā€œThe Reverse of the Medalā€ was written around the late 19th century, and it captures the poignant love story between the pianist Rene Teleny and the shy nobleman Camille des Grieux. Iā€™ve reimagined it as an interactive romance simulator, hoping to bring this beautiful tale to life in a new way.


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Iā€™ve been genuinely overwhelmed by the warmth and positivity of the comments I've received. When I first began this project, I was nervous about creating a gay romance and sharing my work. I didnā€™t fully realize how much Iā€™d need and appreciate your support until now.


I received a lot of kind words and encouragement and this meant the world to me.

I hope some of you will be joining me on this journey aswell.


And for those who might not have seen it yet, hereā€™s the link to the game on Itch:

Teleny (Romance Simulator) by Selfmaiden - Jule he/him (itch.io)


Check it out, (there is a free demo version) and let me know what you think!

Catch you in the next update!

Warm regards,

Jule;


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